within the love

if i could
ill wrap myself
within the thoughts
off how it once was
the feelings of how it felt
to be around your smell
the way your presence
made my soul drown with extreme intensity
the way one look
sank my heart
and how ur smile
cleared my troubles dry
but now when i think of us
im clouded by thoughts
of lies and deciet
constant clashing of my heart
of what it was to me
and how it really was!
but how would it be
if i could
just for a moment
live within the love
i thought we stood for