You will

In that moment when you lay eyes on the one you feel is yours 

And that feeling takes over you completely

Youll start to smile with just the thought 

Of how your life is going to change 

All your happiness will flash before your eyes

But in that moment youll stop and think 

Youll miss me. 

The first time you meet her in a crowd

Youll be breath taken by the presence of her 

But even that moment will be stolen 

With the thought of missing me 

The gitters you get everytime your near her 

Her smell will wipe you off your feet 

One smile will cradle all your souls 

But even then 

You will miss me 

The first time you hold her hand 

Youll feel absolutely complete 

But soon youll flinch and let go 

Because baby youll be thinking of me

The minute you look in to her eyes

And as a smile softly runs across your lips 

Youll suddenly feel empty and you will be craving more 

Youll be searching for me 

When you pull her close and move forward to kiss her 

You wont be able to feel

And everytime you think of moving closer 

Youll miss me 

Everytime you see her and wish you could tell her you love her 

Youll stop and ponder

Because youll see my face within you , see my face on her 

And baby youll be missing me 

The day you change and you areyour  absolute self 

Youll still feel empty 

A void unfilled

There will be an ache

Youll be missing me 

The time you realize shes the one 

Youll promise her words you may end up keeping 

But your words will feel hollow 

Because youll think of nothing more than fhe promises you broke from me 

The day you kneel down on one knee to give yourself to her

Youll try to put it words of what your feeling 

Try to look up and see her

And when you do 

Youll be reminded of what i said to u 

Youll realize its not me 

The day she tells you shes pregnant 

Youll be rushing with memories of our dreams together 

And the minute you hold your baby for the first time 

There be a vaccum within you 

Because it wont look or feel like me 

Your life from then onwards 

Will be a constant reminder of us and what it could have been 

And youll burn with regret and guilt 

As your life moves on 

With a constant ache of the lacking of me and i assure you 

You will constantly miss me 

When your grey and old 

And have ur last days at ur end 

Youll wish you could take it all back

Because of your ongoing empty unfulling life without me

Maybe id be gone by then

And youll come to my grave and weep 

Youll wish for death faster 

With the hope of another chance with me 

But you lost me while i was living 

And youll never have me in the hereafter 

And that pain will make you miss me 

That need for peace within me

Will haunt you and constantly have you thinking about me 

And baby one thing is certain 

Every second 

Every breath 

In every beat of your existance 

You will most definitely miss me !!