Friday, January 3, 2014

sun and moon - the story of love, despair, hope that lead to death

Once upon a time 

the sun and moon were born 

each not knowing they are their better halves 

each set to look for the other with the vast variety of natures gifts 

they both longed for the feeling of fulfillment and although they shun their light on all they touched 

their was still a desperate ache looking for more 

searching for something they knew was apart of them

years passed and the tradition of the sun coming up in the morning and passing down mid evening never changed

as the moon shined its light from evening to dawn 

but not once did there paths truly cross 

not once did they consider one another to be their better halves. 

but one still evening as the sun was drowning 

his light dimmed 

he caught a glimpse of the moon rising and he had never seen a beauty so overpowering 

the sun had heard of the moons complete abundance over the sky 

but he had never paid much attention to whispers and cries 

and in that moment he knew he had to be closer to his moon 

the parallel of nature was being defied 

the sun would hesitate a little while 

just to catch a glimpse of his moon every night 

she filled him in ways he could not describe.

The Gods were angered by the suns ways 

they called upon thunderstorms and hail 

but still the sun did not come apart 

you see his light was set on his moon 

he had fallen in love 

forgetting natures balance the sun picked up the courage 

he dimmed his true nature and set a sail to stand beside his darling 

and that is when the moon noticed the sun 

she was breath taken by his aura 

she was smitten by his courage 

and she knew at once what he felt too 

that she was made to run side by side with the sun, 

being the sun and the moon.

together they could take over what ever may come 

his light would guide them 

her bright gloom would comfort the dark strangers in the day and night

and thus began the love affair 

between

the sun and the moon.

every night the declaration  of love was seen by the world

they saw a constant eclipse when they looked up above 

but only the Gods knew what was truly happening below 

the sun and the moon had sworn to never leave each others light 

for once the Gods felt powerless 

Their anger was haunting it was slowly increasing 

but the lovers of the sky did not care a cent 

they swayed within the sky flaunting their love and how itll never end. 

In a flight of anger the Gods sent down the stars 

to taunt and manipulate this love carnival 

but the sun and moon were so over powered with each other 

the stars made no impact they had lost their essence. 

the Gods become furious they came up with a plan 

THEY BUILT THE WORLD AND NATURES EVERY STRAND 

we will wash it away its as simple as that 

weve been kind to these lovers

but this alas 

this will stop TONIGHT. 

The Gods called up on the sun and the moon

and they asked them a question 

if we put you away will your love survive

the test of separation 

NOTHING CAN TEAR US APART

the sun rose his light as he spoke

 weve found our better halves oh please be kind to us, said the moon to her Gods 

THEn this is how it will be the Gods commanded

each of you will return to how nature has made you 

and when the test is over and we feel your love is pure 

we promise you 

we will never set you apart 

a test so easy the sun spoke again 

i will wait for ever for my moon to come back to me again 

shine what you must on me THY GODS

i will not look away my moon is my life

together we will shine through night and day. 

the sun and moon kissed their goodbyes 

with the hope of one day shining again side by side. 

the sun was to not catch a glimpse of his moon 

nor were they to share a word as they crossed each other

and months and years passed and the sun did as he was told 

the moons light changed for she had been separated from the one she loved so dear 

and within this test something seemed changed 

the sun had found new comfort in the rainbow after rains 

the Gods called the moon in to show the play of the sun 

he had been dancing and laughing with the rainbows colours and charm

BUT THIS CANT BE TRUE

the moon shouted loud 

HE LOVES ME JUST SEND HIM BACK TO ME AND YOULL SEE ALL THIS IS UNTRUE

the Gods reminded the moon of the test that had been made 

the sun had broken his word he had fallen out of love with his mistress 

DONT SAY THAT PLEASE WERE MEANT TO BE the moon cried 

IT HAS BEEN DECIDED, the Gods shouted out

YOU AND HIM WILL NEVER SEE EYE TO EYE 

PLEASE DO NOT DO THIS MY LORDS , the moon begged 

GIVE ME ONE CHANCE TO PROVE THAT THE SUN HAS BEEN FAITHFUL 

the Gods decided a final test shall be made 

that the moon can come out when the sun lights the day 

but the moon will dim her light so its not obvious to the sun 

that the sun and moon are sharing the same sky 

and so the sun would come up in the day

he would shine his light all over

and blind himself with his bright ray for he was so taken by the colours of the rainbow 

that he did not seem to ever notice the moon and her dim glow

the moon darkened each year that passed 

from the bright white beauty she had black scars 

scars that reminded her of the suns deceit 

scars that still show if you look at the moon closely. 

but the sun still remains as bright as before 

his light shine upon us brighter than before. 

the Gods punished the moon for the suns doings 

and now the moon is out in the day and the night 

but her light is dimmed when the sun is out

the sun never noticed her not till today 

and maybe one day the sun will notice that dark light 

and hell realize its the moon he had promised to love all his life 

but till that does happen the moon is losing her light 

she is tattered and torn and filled with blackened scars

only we can see in the night



Sunday, December 15, 2013

Slap

Always separate 
Although my thoughts differ 
But it did not matter 
Always thought 
Two souls 
Connective as well
The good, the bad
Happy and sad 
All shared as one
No lies 
No hurt that damaged one another 
Just a constant fight 
To keep us alive
That was my idea of love 

That changed 
With your actions proven so clear and filled with shame

Ah my idea of love 
Ah love 


Friday, November 1, 2013

Bhool chukey

Apney aap ko na dekhna

Ushi puranay dard ko dawa hee dou

Mujhey apnay aap say juda kar key

Tum apney aap ko hee bhool chukhey hoo



Bhool gaye ho key hum koun thay

Bhool gaye ho humarey pyaar ko

Bhool gaye ho meri imiyat ko

Buss bhool gaye ho tum apna app ko 



Itna bara dhoka dey kar

Aise hee chaltey rahe

Ek dafa bhi soocha na tha 

Bhool hee gaye meri saya bhi tum



Wapis jab aye tum 

Rokney ka khwab bhi nahi rakha

Atey jatey kitna mujh sey leya

Jao tumhey hum ab batain kya



Ab jo tum aa hee gaye ho 

Buss itna samaj lo 

Daard say bani hon mein ab 

Apney ap ko mita diya tumhari tabahi ney jo



Pal bhaar pyaar aur izaat hee mangti hoon mein 

Aur kya jeeney key liyeh poochti hoon

Par afsoos key tum woh pyaar hee bhool gaye

Afsoos key larney ki takat nahi hai meray liyeh ab

Afsoos key tum hee ney daba kar 

Sab hee sab tum bhool hee gaye ho 




Thursday, October 10, 2013

You will

In that moment when you lay eyes on the one you feel is yours 
And that feeling takes over you completely
Youll start to smile with just the thought 
Of how your life is going to change 
All your happiness will flash before your eyes
But in that moment youll stop and think 
Youll miss me. 

The first time you meet her in a crowd
Youll be breath taken by the presence of her 
But even that moment will be stolen 
With the thought of missing me 

The gitters you get everytime your near her 
Her smell will wipe you off your feet 
One smile will cradle all your souls 
But even then 
You will miss me 

The first time you hold her hand 
Youll feel absolutely complete 
But soon youll flinch and let go 
Because baby youll be thinking of me

The minute you look in to her eyes
And as a smile softly runs across your lips 
Youll suddenly feel empty and you will be craving more 
Youll be searching for me 

When you pull her close and move forward to kiss her 
You wont be able to feel
And everytime you think of moving closer 
Youll miss me 

Everytime you see her and wish you could tell her you love her 
Youll stop and ponder
Because youll see my face within you , see my face on her 
And baby youll be missing me 

The day you change and you areyour  absolute self 
Youll still feel empty 
A void unfilled
There will be an ache
Youll be missing me 

The time you realize shes the one 
Youll promise her words you may end up keeping 
But your words will feel hollow 
Because youll think of nothing more than fhe promises you broke from me 

The day you kneel down on one knee to give yourself to her
Youll try to put it words of what your feeling 
Try to look up and see her
And when you do 
Youll be reminded of what i said to u 
Youll realize its not me 

The day she tells you shes pregnant 
Youll be rushing with memories of our dreams together 
And the minute you hold your baby for the first time 
There be a vaccum within you 
Because it wont look or feel like me 

Your life from then onwards 
Will be a constant reminder of us and what it could have been 
And youll burn with regret and guilt 
As your life moves on 
With a constant ache of the lacking of me and i assure you 
You will constantly miss me 

When your grey and old 
And have ur last days at ur end 
Youll wish you could take it all back
Because of your ongoing empty unfulling life without me
Maybe id be gone by then
And youll come to my grave and weep 
Youll wish for death faster 
With the hope of another chance with me 
But you lost me while i was living 
And youll never have me in the hereafter 
And that pain will make you miss me 
That need for peace within me
Will haunt you and constantly have you thinking about me 

And baby one thing is certain 
Every second 
Every breath 
In every beat of your existance 
You will most definitely miss me !! 






Wednesday, October 9, 2013

within the love

if i could
ill wrap myself
within the thoughts
off how it once was
the feelings of how it felt
to be around your smell
the way your presence
made my soul drown with extreme intensity
the way one look
sank my heart
and how ur smile
cleared my troubles dry
but now when i think of us
im clouded by thoughts
of lies and deciet
constant clashing of my heart
of what it was to me
and how it really was!
but how would it be
if i could
just for a moment
live within the love
i thought we stood for

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

uf yeh dunya aur dunya key log!



sab khethe thay
kay mujh mein woh baath nahi
dunya say dur ho kay
apnay mein jeenay lage
akele pan mein wishwas kiya
na kohi apna dunya mein rakha
na kohi apna apno mein raha
phir ek shaksh
aandharon say nikala
darti khamooshi ko phir say awaaz diya
purana kal bhula kar
anay wala kal ko dhum diya
itna pyar paya
kay yakeen hee nahi ho sakha
dunya hee say woh aya
aur meray andharay ko rung diya
salon sal us key angrahi mein nachti rahi mein
chor diya apney ap ko uski sansoos key liyeh
pal mein jo pyar diya
jo izzat di
jo takat di
ek hee japat mein badal diya
na raha woh pyar
na rahi woh izat
jis takat say mei ney zindagi bani
usi takat ko usne barbat kar diya
chor diya usney mujhey
dunya hee key liye
aur aaj woh chilata hai
kay muj mein woh baath hi nahi
kay mein uss key khabal hee nahi!

Monday, June 3, 2013

still under progress

what are we but mere clay models
stretched above us is the flesh that covers our true self
but beyond the flesh and muscles
the tissues and veins
lays the organs of whispers
each beating along their own drumming rhythm

what makes us mere humans
beyond the ordinary
our emotions, our mind,
the rushing of different sensations
the love we brood over
the hurt we hide through smiles
the happiness we exuberate
the hope and wishes of our dreams
fiercely crashing against lifes realities

yet within all the miracles
that God has so kindly bestowed upon us
miracles beyond our imagination
un touched, un appreciated
we forget all that has been blessed upon us
and focus on that wrath of what pulls us down
digging us deeper in to our pit of waste

like a whirl wind of chaos and commotion
we whirl around the negatives and down falls
forgetting that beyond the twist and turns
a new breeze is born
over and over

but this mere human
forgetting all her pain
has tried to focus on all that lifts her spirits
and holds on to it
like a child holds on to her mothers finger
in the very first contact of her new beating life

how awful it is
to wake up with a new found thought
with a urge of intense need
and have it be unaswered
have it be ignored

how much do we mere humans
possessing such immense volcanic emotions
take simple treasures for granted
and how we miss them
when there slated from our hearts
and thrown away