to fudail with love

I don't need no arms around me.
And I don't need no drugs to calm me.
I have seen the writing on the wall.
Don't think I'll need anything at all.
All in all it you have just built thick unbreakable hollow brick walls.

a choice made!

When all else fails you,
little changes do not help please you.
They do not satisfy what you are feeling
and they do not help over come what you are going through...
When you pull yourself down so low and your still alone...
When you give yourself completely, eradicate every nerve in your body to belong and yet you do not ever belong...
When you put yourself out there in ways you never thought you could.
When you let go of everything you believe to avoid clashes,
and when its still unnoticed and not appreciated...
That is when you just give up.. All else has failed.
There is no turning back
and there is no going forward.
This story follows such a trauma..


she met him when she had nothing,
when she was down in the dumps.
The only thing she had was what she built within herself.
From being completely lost she had rewoven her soul so that no one else could and would ever touch her again.
Ah but such a life was not planned for her.
God had a different path in mind for what had to happen..
And so it did!

30th october 2012

siraf lafzoon ki zaroot kahan mujhey jaan,aur kitni khamooshi mein khushi doondhoo mein,khamooshi say zakum nahi mithey,jab lafzoon ki takat toot jati hai.

.....lafzoon ki kamzoori jab mith jati hai,tab harkatoon hee yakeen baan jata hai,par jab harkatoon ka asar beewafi mein khil ja tha hai,tu phir kiss darmiya say wishwaas loon mein.

.....jab har pukar adhoori rey jati hai,jab har pyaar ka shab jhoota diklta hai,jab meri har ek saas mein meri jaan ko takat hee na dikhay,tu phir kiss pyaar ki hifazaat karoon mein. 

eyes wide opened yet shut

Words, 

Fall upon deaf ears. 

;

Love, 

That sparkles in ones eyes and yet is not shown. 

;

Promises, 

That take seconds to break us apart. 

;

Deceptive thoughts,  

That win over your mind without a turn or glance.

;

Truth, 

The kind you do not want to touch upon. 

;

Lies, 

That you bury yourself far in to deep under.

;

Hurt, 

That we cause between our souls. 

;

Barriers, 

Built because you are so damn unsure.

; 

Doubt, 

That fills you without any remorse. 

;

Disappointment, 

It seems is what your trying to look for. 

;

My heart, 

That I've surrendered so easily to you. 

;

Ignored, 

Because you don't seem to want it at all.