Sunday, April 28, 2013

be the change


To all those deceits and liars,
A lesson is to be learned,
And if you by pass it,
It’ll be unfortunate for your souls.

You walk in to someone’s life,
And build up your charm,
You show them a side to you,
And woo them till there yours.

You say all the right things,
And do all the right actions,
To get them to fall deeply for you,
And when there hooked, you slowly pull aloof.

But you see within all that wooing,
You still seem to test,
Even though you have the greater possibility,
Of sucking them dry from their chest.

Still they trust you,
And they create a world for you two,
They hope and pray for the days to come closer,
When you will, forever sweep them off their feet, and say i do. 

And then all of a sudden,
Everything changes,
The love you so openly proclaimed to have,
Slowly diminishes.

You walk out at every conversation,
You leave them alone to cry,
You do not bother to turn back once,
You disappear from their lives.

They wait in pain and hope,
That one day you will return,
They lock themselves up,
Until, you can finally get them out.

You, on the other hand are living up your life,
Keeping everyone close who could tear up your loves pride,
Your love calls and messages but you are too occupied to care,
Because your selfishness is now at its peak, you cannot give up yet.

Months pass, and there is no word from you,
No thought about the one you’ve left,
As you drink and merry,
She is completely lost and in despair.

And then one day, after all those months of silence,
You decide you want to fix it with the one you left so viciously behind,
And you walk back in her life,
To see her at the same place as she was when you last were at her side.

It still takes you a few weeks to decide this is where you want to be,
And you come back in her life,
Knowing she will obviously take you back,
And you promise words and actions you know you will never keep.

You do not seem to notice,
That those months you left her and went astray,
Have shaken the very core off her,
Changed her, made her life less, and made her soul decay.

But you know even with all that,
She still has hope for you both,
And you use that for your benefit,
And you promise for things to change and for you to be true.

But if you really cared,
She would get out of the pain you gave her,
Yet you act as the victim,
And fight and walk off each chance you make yourself.

Your guilt is rolling,
And to make yourself feel better,
You tell her you are trying,
And she is not being open.

After months of you treating her like trash,
You try for a day,
And you are back on your old tracks,
Constantly walking away.

But you see, you deceits, you liars,
Why do you not feel,
The pain you have given her,
Can you really not feel?

You took months of repetitive behavior to kill her spirit,
And one day you try and she should succumb to your needs,
She fought for you, even when you were least bothered with her,
And you cry over trying just one day, and keep your heart closed, and you above her needs.

Do you really think one day can heal her?
That one day of you being who she used to know will cure her?
Stop playing the victim,
For ONCE, fight for her.

I will tell you off a boy, just like you,
Who did what he did,
And he slowly let her go,
You know what happened to the one he forgot,
She tried even though he had already given up.

She cried all night,
And hurt herself in ways hell never feel,
He was so blind to the hurt he gave her,
He did not even let her heal.

So she slowly gave up,
On herself, on her life,
And just when he thought he did the right thing by walking away,
She brutally gave up her life.

The hope he gave her,
He took it away each chance he got,
He blamed her, tortured her,
And he did it with complete ignorance.

So change who you are,
Before you promise the world,
Change your ways of being,
When,you are truly in love with someone.

Because they will fight for you,
No matter what you may do,
But the question really starts at,
Would you fight for them too?